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Saturday, February 3, 2018

drawnness supersedes drivenness 2/3/18

drawnness supersedes drivenness.
you are at a point in time in self-aware.
you have a sense of self from a deep ‘within’
as if a witness from your spirit afar.
how to proceed.
surely the task can be named.
the approach has oodles of techniques available.
from where within oneself does one hurl for their effort?
how does that process initiate?
where to source how who-of-you is going to do this?
thus the deep question enters,
drawnness or drivenness?
passion or will-power?
our culture subsidizes drivenness
mostly for financial gain, proof of worth, or boredom.
the act-out from drivenness always has movie potential.
there are storylines ad nauseam to potentially declare.
enter the technique called ‘will-power’.
get a grip and make for an attack,
by the use of physicality and focused brawn.
endure and accomplish as if assigned a task at hand.
the world of accomplishment is thus achieved.
well, yes and no.
yes, the physical world has another monument.
effort has produced a substantial reward.
but the real work of self-evolution
has just produced another set back
as self-consciousness resides in products and conclusions,
more medals of merit and subsequent popularized reward.
substantiation then once again proves your worth
by deeds, tasks, or product.
you now have the evidence to account for that.
well once again, sort of.
actually, as this process unfolds,
you become the resident groundskeeper,
the self historian, the custodian, the guardian,
the defender, the curator, the caretaker,
the protector, the warden, and the janitor,
of all things sacred to the story of you.
most of your consciousness and life force are efforted
towards the maintenance and upgrade of a self sense
going forward in life.
you have props, stories, and evidence to substantiate
yet your personal evolution has escaped your attention.
by thus, the mountain of effort,
which has produced drivenness’s full-blown reward.
upkeep is now a professionally stylized skill set
but the sanctuary of self has not advanced.
any notion of passion was actually titillation’s muse.
drawnness never had the time of day.
effort was substantiated as ego-overwhelm.
so, back to drawnness.
the ideal of drawnness
is the realization of passion as a life-path.
to be passionate about, is emotional infusion,
the heart-brain for the telling and the call.
passion does not have to have particulars.
drawnness is a calling
not to task but to embrace.
drawnness does not resort to effort as overwhelm
but to immerse as the movement,
to bring the whole of being into the play.
action is only the act-out on display.
the source of being is the inner elation work intended.
there is no force implied.
it is not even developed by acts of apparent patience.
one is moved by what moves one.
nothing can be faster than that.
there is no account to measure,
just the sense of expansion
without the change or replacement of anything.
it is just witness to the expansion to include as vastness.
one evolves by embrace,
not by replacement or account.
the wisdom of being sits in silence, as residence.
all exterior action is only false display.
evolution is not reward or a payoff for anything.
drawnness streams the life experience as incidental.
experience is a means of inner expression
as in what comes out of you as if channeled
rather than what comes into you from the world.
go where you are taken.
provide for what comes through you in your way.
give as if rewards do come through you.
be as if fountaining from within.
drawnness does not defeat drivenness.
in superseding, it does not overwhelm it either.
they both exist simultaneously
as present and aware.
ask yourself, very privately and inwardly,
are you calling out
or being called . . .


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