wearing see-thru suffering part 12 5/6/17

when you are a sufferer, your person is the sufferer

and the pain gives representation to that.

as a sufferer, you have a self-consciousness

that the pain is you and you have the wherewithal

to present it that way to yourself and to others around you. 

with pain and consciousness you want to solicit support

to your person who is dealing directly

with the pain first hand.

with suffering and self-consciousness you solicit support for 

your circumstance and gain support

in self-consciously dealing with your suffering as it is. 

being of consciousness allows you the possibility

of applying yourself in the first order as the healer

to what is happening to you

by addressing it in the moment ongoing.

with suffering there is the constant reminder of pain

but what is addressed is that you are in pain

and very self-conscious about that.

and so the primary work to address is you, as the sufferer,

in your self-consciousness,

for you are so strongly associated with the pain

that the pain represents you and it is addressed then as such. being preoccupied as the sufferer does not give one

access to the conscious healer place within

nor does it allow a person to work

with their consciousness directly

using the pain situation to be the vortex

or the lever that allows them to move into

a higher state of consciousness by addressing the pain

and its relationship with the self that it is happening to.

thus the use of consciousness, to a higher degree,

does not gain development or access

by being that self-consciousness of the sufferer.

all instances of personal growth have required one

to be the consciousness beyond the affront

of the lesson facing them.

physical pain is just one example of a kind.

for there are many kinds of pain directly felt

that can be addressed but that also can be interpreted

as a means and a ground for suffering to take place.

wearing see-thru suffering.