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Saturday, March 7, 2015

Feelings making head weigh 3/7/15

Take from the chemistry of feelings,
an internal sense of fullness inwardly exploring.
Surrender to gaze upon the landscapes
that authentic self exists behind motives.
Scrupulously survey the internal motherboard
of this awareness being.
Let your internal chemistry be declared
as if watching migratory birds on inner flights
across the landscape of your consciousness.
Sense the high definition thermals of your thoughts,
even these thoughts, that are in progress,
and how the composition of your being originates itself
even for this moment in time,
how your sentience has been freely given away
to the stampede and overwhelm of this cognitive process.
Knowing at times, feels like a political enterprise
towards the subversion away from the ‘just of being’.
Is our collective informational style terminally obsolete?
Are we mostly experiential baggage along for the ride?
Have we made our internal dialogue
the savant of our deepest mystery
yet no further headway possible, in this regard?
Aren’t we at least symbiotic with our own spirits?
Why does it seem that we are
just posing animations of ourselves?
Does understanding really only provide us
with a sense of immediate security?
Self-consciousness seems to only be a smoking gun,
a way that we wick for the burning
but absent from producing clarity of our souls.
We all want life to give us back our banjos of DNA.
We want to go into time, beyond string theory
and play our original piece,
without recording studios in our minds.
Without fail, we all make do, as if it were real.
We all have it done, as if identified.
We go out on our own way,
as if our separation from each other provides for that.
Please, we are always less than what we say
but more than our saying it.
We feel like we are only tattoos of ourselves
looking for that non-material pigment of our beings
that we become the displayed there upon.
If we reverse engineer our souls
do we start with oneness and work back
to who we feel we are, as of now?
These are just feelings,
feelings making head weigh . . .


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