Want before wanting 10/30/14

What I want before wanting ever existed:

I want to speak to you in the language

of thunder that cannot be heard out loud

but is within the storm of your own spirit.

I want the traumas

of your own childhood memories

to be the punctuation

that you take away

from whatever is going to be said

and never use again.

I want us to be aware of the simpler life,

of embryos in cell division,

for us to be within the flow of those rapids.

I want our time before conception,

when and where there was the study

of our parents’ psychological states

and we were then the geniuses

who took them on.

I want us all back at the celestial gathering

before this dumb down we are in

became our apparent but not complete reality.

That’s what I want before wanting . . .