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Sunday, May 18, 2014

Beyond the confines * 5/18/14


Ah, to live beyond the confines of a meaningful life. Meaning, as if dictums or directives for next moments’ invitation as entry, meaning as an internal kibitzer’s role, offering a ‘false sense of security’ clause as permission for sensory engagement, meaning as if a derivement of icing on an unknowable next moment as desert, meaning as if handles provided in an exclusive warehouse of all handles, nothing but handles, where grasp is encouraged. Grasp as if confidence guaranteed, grasp as if conquer, entitlement approved. Meaning as if leverage, spacious insularity, a vacuous fullness of view, a means to proceed, self-permission granted. Meaning as a gloss to any and everything. Meaning as our most trusted intermediary for the negotiable next conscious moments. What if meaning is just mastication? Meaning is digest and devour? Meaning as only a solipsistic process? How does one get over the meaningfulness of oneself, to get on with the living? Life beyond meaning, life without audience, conclusions, concerted effort, concocted consciousness(?), without nominality, without concept, without the need for embrace,  just the quantum of oneness. Not in denial of a meaningful life, but beyond the upkeep and the confines, the preoccupations, the false-hearted continuities, the lather of mind management, the self-identifications, underscored by and with isolation as rock-identity and surefire-method. In a linear world of translation, this stands for surmise suicide. But in a multi-realm world,  I have only asked for energetic honesty to be the means, for heart-mind, outside of time, to enunciate into consciousness what then comes to pass into a time dimension as oneness awareness and to then live, going forward, beyond the confines of a meaning-filled life . . .

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