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Sunday, February 9, 2014

first personage of light * 2/9/14


There is a quality of light                                                             that is not the travel of light                                                                   but it is a field presence light.                                                                It is the light that going nowhere                                                             yet gives the feel of an extensive                                                expansive inclusive embodiment.                                                          It is not a here going on to there light.                                                      It is an all everywhere it is light.                                                             In fact, the light is not so visually seen.                                                 It is our coming on to the sight of the light                                     that requires for us, a self-scrutiny.                                                      The light is generally nothing familiar                                              but the seeing or sensing of the light                                                             is the real amazement.                                                                   So from where within each of us does this begin?                               How do I sense a light of no light?                                                What are my means that would do this for me?                                       What am I to say to myself                                                              that allows the pursuit and entry?                                                Maybe this light is genuinely a light                                                     but outside of time as its means.                                                             If so, there is no here-to-there                                                      because it does not travel to be.                                                    Maybe it has a ‘presence’ of means:                                                      a light that is of ‘everywhere’ means,                                                  a light so refined, to be of everything,                                                  a light, even beyond the ‘thing’ of it,                                                    a light in and beyond the ‘space’ of it.                                                    a light before energy to be of space (!),                                                   a light so pervasive as to not be excluded                                         from all form and all non-form in manner,                                              a light behind all the wardrobe of matter,                                               a light that occupies all space incidentally.                                             It does not have any consciousness of ‘happening’.                                       It reflects for us an ‘is’,                                                                     that is our ‘is’, our version of is.                                                       We are of ‘it’ but choose to view it.                                                We are in ‘it’, with it, but as we claim to be.                                         But this light has no ‘it’!                                                                  This light has no boundaries to claim an “it”.                                                When we speak about it,                                                                      we are talking in the third person, about ourselves.                               We seem to lack this ‘first personage of light’                                         and yet we are everywhere with ‘it’ within . . .

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