Find what you seek * 1/2/14

Find what you seek

by addressing that which you seek

by witnessing that part of you

who addresses these kinds of things for you 

attentively and unencumbered.

From where within you does that come from?

How for you to come to know as witness,

does that part of you

go about with this assimilation?

What manner of assumptions within you

goes into that search 

without your further attention needed?

Is it a chasing after fleeting images?

Is it a re-visitation to a previous feeling

so stimulated as to reappear

as reference for this immediate search?

What is your means of seek from within?

Who of you then provides the energy,

the initiation, the sense of pursuit logic

and ever refinement?

How much of you are of these actions 

and how much of you is just passively unrecruited,

along for the ride?

And when ‘find’ comes, is there a halt to occur?

Is it a major shift of momentum,

say from empty to full?

For then, what is the action of ‘found’?

Who of you is there present to address it?

What does the spin of completion feel like?

Is there still a momentum of search or seek

that needs displacement 

as the overwhelm of found replaces it?

How complete does found become?

The role shift of search to possession,

the vessel is now filled to overflow,

who of you is now more satisfied

with possession than search?

Were you more natively filled with the fury of search 

than you are with the custody and ownership of the found?

Of those two self-animations, ‘search’ and ‘found’,

what is closer to the essence of you,

seeker or custodian (?) searcher or curator (?)

passion or possession (?) yearning or declaration (?) 

empty-fullness or full of fullness (?) or philosophically, 

“I have everything I need and I keep it every where 

in a timely manner”

or “ I can get everything I want 

and then I’ll have it, eventually” ?

Or more succinctly, is it, find what you seek

by always seeking, what you find . . .