Efforting is a state of mind
above and beyond the doing.
For some, this can be on
as a way of life.
Inspiration would truly never hire
efforting in the first person
to get anything accomplished.
Efforting is not passion in drag.
Efforting is interior AM radio
heard over the inner-self airwaves.
Efforting has no tea ceremony in mind.
Efforting is a harbor
for emotional baggage
undisclosed yet flash flood
carried forward.
Efforting employs will as a stabilizer.
It features initiation towards
the posing of action
while venting
the concealed compression.
It postures towards gaining results,
yet it gives animation, the “grind” look.
It taps into reserves
of emotional strength
but towards a hardness
of accomplishment resolve.
Efforting has needs
for exterior eventful conclusions
while fueling low levels
of unresolved cynicism inwardly.
Efforting, as impetus,
expects results
as for measures of self,
well, oneself
either against or amongst others,
as justification for declarable value
properly on display.
And by this process itself,
efforting has adequate reasons
to cultivate a self story in mind,
thus acting out
is apparently justified.
For efforting is a dynamic bold blend
of the unrevealed blasphemy
of ‘self against spirit’
and of the hidden hypocrisy
of living towards ‘character’
while denying ‘integrity of being’.
The degree to which this is so,
is dependent upon
the inward impulsiveness
concealed within the effort disguise.
Efforting is self-management,
and in all ways,
however subtle in source,
a reaction to something
previously declared to be worthy.
The percentage of self-assigned
in efforting,
can be the ‘action commentary’
about the self-consciousness
of a person
when a more present presence of self
is not readily available from within.
Efforting essentially is self-denial
but so subtle as to be denied . . .
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