Sacred Fire (Feminine, open to the ninth)

Imagine you are taking yourself

beyond being sexually orgasmic

by being sexually orgasmic.

To start,

there is physical manipulation.

There is a bodily location.

There is a way

you come into

an electric energetic frame

of reference

in and through your body.

And in dong so,

you have an initial organism.

Continuing the journey . . .

now …. twenty minutes later.

You’re going to go there again

and this time . . .

take a little bit of a different path,

be it faster or slower in response.

For the intent makes it different.

Recruit from delight

and a child like innocence,

clearing within to sing a pure note.

Recruit from a slightly different place

within your person, your mindset,

and self source for a storyline.

The electricity gets stronger,

there is less personality involved.

It is more myopic

in the sense of self-awareness.

And …

you have another organism.

Twenty minutes later,

same kind of appeal occurs

but you focus more inward.

Still there is physical manipulation,

still mentally and emotionally

gearing up and inward.

Attention focusing more

on this as ascent.

You are starting to approach

a deeper place energetically

that is probably

the strongest emotional

identified feelings you have

and they are intermingled

with this place

where the physical declares.

Images may strongly assist.

You are right there!

And ….

you have another organism.

Some twenty minutes later . . .

Going to the same root,

somewhat in the same way.

Continuing on but not repeating.

And now it turns out

that you are starting to run out

of caloric energy reserves.

It is starting

to be a metabolic challenge.

In other words; you sort of say . . .

“I’m kind of physically exhausted!”

And you’re beginning to discover

this doesn’t work from physicality.

It works now more from electricity.

“Ah it’s in my electricity.

And if I go to my electricity….

I find myself

more easily humming there.”

Everything then proceeds.

The dynamic is starting to transfigure

into a different form

of stimulation and pace,

into a different kind of environment

that takes place.

And then, you reach for

another organism.

Possibly less eventfully

yet culminating

from a more expansive space.

Somehow, twenty minutes later . . .

you go after the same kind of space

that just previously took place.

And now you are starting to get

a certain kind of pronouncement

from very deep within your person.

It is becoming perfectly clear to you,

there is no story line.

It’s not an ‘I love story’

but a deeper call

and then possibly a yearn.

You are not doing this,

in fact, by emotionality

or relating to another.

That method is not leading

this process any more.

Emotionality is now following along.

That there is a place

in your person

in which your spirit

is becoming more present

in this pronouncement.

You then proceed.

The electricity gets much stronger

to a more expansive orchestra of being.

And . . .

you have another organism.

Surprisingly…. twenty minutes later,

you almost awaken.

The same kind of process

begins to proceed.

And now it turns up in a faster order

that your spirit becomes more present.

The electricity becomes more pronounced.

The physicality is not so poignant

as much as it was

when initially used to start you along

in a very localized physical place.

It is now more of your whole body.

A field movement is occurring.

There is a way

that you are just becoming

an electrical bloom.

And you are also aware

of your thinking here

in that as much as you are trained

to think and feel your way through this,

it is in your vagina to author.

It now becomes really recognized

as your whole aura.

And you are somewhat

pleasantly stunned for now.

You may not know how to hold this.

You mean your emotionality

is really at a loss here

because you were so busy

being this person

and about all of this.

But now, somehow through you,

another organism comes . . .

Beyond awakening,

twenty minutes later ….

You are now at the place,

where … well, okay,

you are emotionally having to be astute,

be present and visit within yourself.

With how this all is,

you know that you are not familiar

with how this all is.

You are feeling really clueless

as to how this all is.

But you just simply bring yourself

to there,

accept that you now bringing yourself

to there.

And you are now aware

that there is a newly acknowledged

part of you

that you didn’t really see

very clearly before,

who is much stronger

and much more familiar

with how this all is.

And, in the way

that that part of you

is more familiar

with all of this,

you are much more calmed

by it all.

You are now coming into

your home orgasmic environment

in which you can produce

an organism … that heals

slowly …..this occurs

as the seventh stage ….

And it comes . . .

and it expansion lingers.

Awakening from the deep,

about twenty minutes later,

this is a new now ….

You don’t even have a story

to tell yourself

from your organisms

because you can’t explain how this is.

Your mind has no explanation

for what is going on any more.

You just know that you can relate.

You can pronounce.

You can source,

and you can ground….

And here you are . . .

And now it’s your auric field.

and it’s very clear

that you can solicit from the universe,

the energy necessary

and transform it

in such a magical way

that your organism is healing

in a radiant fashion

ever so smoothly . . . .

and organisms

almost undefined

and uneventful come ….

and it's expansion lingers,

ambiently, orgasmically.

Around twenty minutes later . . .

Now, considered to be the time

of level number nine . . .

Your spirit is sacred

with this process.

You are fully awake.

Organism comes relatively easy.

You don’t ask from your body.

You don’t ask from your aura.

You call from the universe.

This is so beautiful!

You are lifted.

You are cared for.

You are loving and loved.

You are a conduit.

The energy you bring

transforms the planet.

And so you do.

You invoke your emotional self

to be witness and to be present.

You invoke your mental self

to be witness and to be present

but neither to lead

and not to challenge,

not to divert,

not to distract,

just to be with what is,

to express from the mediums

that are theirs,

from the dominions that are theirs,

and to know and to feel

that, as a person of destiny,

you have arrived

and that you can now present this,

in many forms,

eventful or ambient.

This is just one of them,

upon opening to the ninth . . .

And so you do . . .

And so, you do . . .

If this applies to you,

please reread in the first person . . .