Even the most

Even the most curious

and inquisitive mind

can have no lasting affect

on emotional principled-ness.

It is still a baffling process

of unchanging predeterminism,

until it is not.

Emotional principled-ness

is a swarming environment

of positional judgment

that ultimately resides

in the reptilian part of the brain.

As so, it has no chance

at radical forgiveness

for itself or for or towards

any one else for its lot.

One becomes

a residential role model

unto oneself.

Part of life

becomes spent as a messenger

attempting to deliver a message

to one’s most inner residence

but no one is there

to answer from within

for there seems to be

no one deeply within

not consumed in fuming and fury

at least no one seemingly

to open that door

by a method of self surrender

to one’s higher self-options.

Every observed event

that seems to offend

makes it more into a shelter

as a full time residence

that is always forming.

There is daily maintenance

in re-visitation all around the subject.

One who is of that nature,

that pronouncement of being,

becomes a caretaker

to the eventual grave of isolation.

It is a monument of self-dedication

with no entry or exit

just rigid continuance into the frame.

This house of self

has doors and windows,

enough to see both in and out,

yet every occasional knock

at that door of self

conclusively goes unanswered.

The windows themselves

can feel the eventual seething

as a glancing out from within.

There is a inner knowing

of one’s self that way.

But answering to the inner door

of one’s self

as a principled position

is really the challenge.

No one else can ever provide that

to another.

Whatever that service is,

it is self and self-administered.

Others may truly benefit

by being present to that account.

But the deed itself in movement

might require a radical forgiveness

as a form of blood letting

that even the most curious

and inquisitive mind

can have no initial forceful entry

or lasting affect there upon.

It is the work of that soul

as that soul of itself

is emerging . . .

as emotional principled-ness

then becomes the midwife

to a higher state of conscious being . . .